A Page Out of Life

David Nail is amazing. I love every song on his CD. He’s just fabulous!

36 days until we leave for Ocean City for the Mid-Atlantic Car Show. One whole weekend of viewing cars every where you turn while on the beach. *shrugs* Could be fun. I’m just looking forward to not being here!

And it is 47 days until the Jason Manns concert in Philadelphia! Here’s to hoping no one backs out on me. Lindsey and Leann better wanna go. They said last time that they didn’t want to go because it was in New York City. Now its in Philly where we have been numerous times. It would be amazing to get to see him again!

3 days into the new school year at GCU and its going good so far. Can’t really judge by the first week though, it’s usually pretty laid back until the second or third week. That’s when things really start getting tough. But I’m happy right now and that’s all that matters.

Just a random thought here, but why do famous people write books? Like seriously. Barack Obama is president now so that justifies him “writing” books? And his wife can “write” her autobiography because she is the President’s wife? Like that suddenly makes her book-worthy? I don’t get it, honestly I don’t.

Some people have stories to tell, and some people are really interesting that you want to read about them. But lately it just seems like anyone and their brother is writing a book about something.

I don’t get it.

Sitting here, chillin’ with a Corona and listening to the launch of Kenny Chesney’s “No Shoes Radio”. Life can sit on the back burner for a while, I’m going to enjoy myself.

www.noshoesradio.com

Found two schools (so far) that I could go to that have exactly what I want.  One is in Connecticut and the other is in California.

I want to go to Cali.

I am so sick of where I am, sick of it’s people and their fucking drama.  I just want to pick up and leave.  Pack my shit, grab a plane to anywhere south of here and just get the fuck out.  Start a new life and forget everything before that moment ever happened.

I may sound a bit melodramatic right now, but I’ve let things build up so long and its all finally coming to a boil and I just don’t wanna deal with it!

I just feel like there is nothing left here for me.  No ‘friends’ that are worth their salt, and well my family … I love them but they are also falling out of that shiny, silvery light I’ve held them under for so long.  Maybe it’s part of growing up, becoming mature, that everything just feels so fucked to hell you don’t know where to start to make it right.

Whatever the fuck it is … I wish it would stop.  There is only so much I can deal with and right now, my plate is fucking full.

You know those people who can make you laugh a the drop of a hat?  Those people who can say the simplest things to ease the hurt and dull the pain and make the sun peek out from behind those dark clouds?  The kind of person that you wished you were around 24/7 because they would make your world a hell of a lot brighter?  The kind of person that if there were a lot more of them running around our world wouldn’t be how it is now?

I have one of those people.  Damn lucky to have her too!  Even though she lives 3,000 miles away and we’ve never met face to face or voice to voice, I still wanna go snatch her and make us neighbors.

You know who you are babe, you know what you do for me and what I do for you and that’s just another reason why I love ya!  No thank yous are necessary but I thank God every day for you.

Jason Manns is going to be playing New York in July.  I for one cannot wait!  I wish it was sooner, but at least this gives me something to keep my chin up about, yeah?  It’ll keep me trucking along at least until the end of July.

Also, I got grant money for school this semester.  WooHoo!

Say what you mean.  Don’t mince words and dance around the truth.  If you don’t want to do something, have the balls to just say it to my face.

Drama is for little kids.

I have no room for it in my life so grow the fuck up.